最终还是得不到那次机会，
从那时开始我竟然到每天
都在等你给我多一次机会，
现在突然觉得自己够白痴，
你来时觉得有点开心，
不过你身边去哦围绕着他们。
每当我望向你那边看你，
都看见你和他们玩到这么开心，
心里突然感受到那痛苦及思念。
或许吧我永远都不会得到那次机会。
不过我的愿望是每年生日，
只想和你一起庆祝。

january of 4th

today is first day opening school ,
so need wake up earlier ..
when im wake up , take my phone
and read the message .
between that got her message ,
then i reply the message to her .
wait more awhile , she reply me too ..
i tot she ignore me d so i guess she'll
not even choi me or sms me ..
got feel some suprise and happy too ..
haiz ~ can't think too much d ..
this few days keep missing her a lot ..
when lay on bed , can't stop thinking
about her ..
nothing can say d ~

haiz ~~ so miss you now ..